People always ask, wut do u do in life? So most of the time, I let them guessing…Here the top 5 guessing

1. Sexytary
2. Sales person
3. Marketing person
4. Accountant
5. PR / Admin

Hmmm..typical woman career, is it??

Ok … lets get real… Im a techno edgy babe.. Play with machines by command lines ( I dun dirt my hands). So you can hire me for ur comp / agency as infra technical consultant.. Ill give a good advice then.. .. Juz tell me the budget , 1 mill? 500K? Ill get it done, latest technology, of course.. no hanky panky baby.. and my fav thing is High Perfomance Computers (google it, if you dun know) , those super giants processors.. by calculating the Flops..

Am wonderin when Tsubame will beat the RoadRunners?

By the time I wrote this entry, he’s now at Melbourne.. I bet you will be smiling once you read it dear… (He did say, well now you can put something on your blog.. :P) ..

Ok, here it is.. I was late for the date, due to some issues..So, I miss the dinner at Chilis. we spent time watching movie, “The Departure” together, A japanese movie while everyone busy watching Transformers instead.. It was a nice movie, about real life story, somehow it made me to appreciate people around me better.. It feels good…

After the movie, we went to Nasi kandar Pelita for supper.. I did notice, few guys keep lookin at me..  It made me worry, something wrong with my look or dress?

So after supper.. We went to Putrajaya.. having a quality time together.. He did say, he put some high expectation on me… which a bit suprised to me.. Honestly, I dun expect anything…

So, while we having lunch at Chilis, I did asked him, did I meet his expectation? So he said…

“He likes Chilis and always have high expectation and it meet his expectation.. ”

and… I …

see myself smiling..

P/s: Do comin’ back safely

Few days back, I met someone. We keep in touch for quite sometimes, thru smses and calls. It a chemistry that hold us.

Sis, thanks for the time… Luv to hang out with ya. And I Love U… Muahsss .. So next date will be movie together ok..

Btw, I told him (you know who I meant) that we met finally. So told him the whole stories… So he said , she wear hijab rite, I said yeah of coz.. And the funny part, people looked at us like we are a couple of alien, one lady who damn sexy  and another lady who fully covered and only can be seen her pair of beautiful eyes (I aint kiddin, u had damn beautiful eyes).. Peace…

I believe, its not about how you dress but everything is about your HEART…

Lots of kisses to you, sis!!

Lately my mum keep calling me early in the morning (well shes favourite time, indeed) juz to askin me those big_M thingy.

She’s FREAK OUT!! My younger sister is gettin married and this is how the drama came in.. Her questions…

“Dont you have any special one to introduce to fammy?”
“Re you workoholic?”
“When you plan to settle down?”
“Dont you feel lonely?”
“Dont you want to have husband and kids around?”

.. And ..

“Re you frustrated?”

Dear Mum,

Please dont worry so much. I’ll definitely will get marry, one fine day.. Stop forcing me.. I aint kid anymore.. Its nothing to do about those thing (Yeah it is, a little bit..haha).. I know myself very well..  Its every woman dreams to be fabulous wifey and mommy..

One fine day.. definitely..

Lately i spent my time with someone. We dont have any serious relationship at all. But i do like spent time with him..we had cnemistry, in fact i also chill wit his guy frens. Me, who always portray the heartless look, no lovey dovey thingy.. He, on the other side having complexity of relationship , gf’s married to someone and the rship still continuously happened.. Slot kekasih gelap..ahaks.. Well, i dun give a damn and none of my business. But i do love bein notti.. Huggin’ him, holding hands, kissin’ etc.. And yet from their side, i am so hypocrite about the heartless thing.. I wont explain, let them in their confusion bout me.. In fact i dun bother.. Maybe he tot im in luv with him,..it juz i never share my story..why..when..how..what.. Big question mark?? I do call him everyday..do i fall in luv wit him?.. He never knows…its not only him.. Yeah..he never knows the whole story..

I wonder how much storage that im usin for my brain? hehe..
I luv my career more than anything else… I dunno, its kinda cool since it always been monopolized by men, sometimes when im goin to conference etc, the ratio man and woman 10 : 1 , really a gangbang style.. haha..

So working is really stressfull.. i could feel the pain strain on my shoulder.. Mark try to massage me and end up i was screaming… I luv to pamepered myself doin spa and hair saloon every 2 weeks.. My own hairstylist, seriously she knows how to handle me well.. and not forgotten her assistant, tomboy gal (no breast, skinny body , boy hair cut , sneakers and believe me, she wearin boxer)…but she’s cute.. really cute.. owh no im not lessy…She juz 18 years old..very young and vibrant… hehe.. remind me to my teenage life, 8,9 years back.. so naive… haha

I had a hectic weekend ever last week, I didnt have enuff sleep due to the project tender. And my lappy became the most intimate partner along the weekend.

Bein so called, so energetic multitaskin ‘animal’ (as mentioned by head solution architect SUN) , I could see myself ‘dyin’.. Time goes so fast and i dont have enuff time, still!!

My fammy came here, So most of the time i treat them outside rather than cook maself.. (My cook skill oso gesttin worst…why shud i cook, if im alone all d time.. and i dont take dinner..yeehaa).. I bet they oso know how bz their daughter is..I feel a bit overwhelmin to see those happy faces around me.. Since i did ‘terrible shoppin’ past few weeks.. I bought my dad cool netbook, my mum platinum bracelet with diamonds.. i luv the diamonds.. My sistas obviously bough them the mp3 gadget, ipod and the babies…remote control car..
My other sis (congrat sis, U met ur life partner finally), a perfume suits her bylgary ( I oso have one set of ‘em..hehe) and im still owe my bro sthing.. hmm psp..maybe?

Now im run out of cash.. btw for myself.. hehe new cool gadget, new phone again????

Having fammy around n doin damn million project worth, tired but happy.

Hmm well…Eventho i was damn bz… still i ’steal’ few hours fr fammy and project to meet someone.. (Sampai kena tahan dengan JPJ, sbb 3rd light tak menyala.. tapi tak kena saman.. hehe.. I did a pity kinda look ;P .. the young JPJ officer (cute btw) sebut my name by stressin the ‘Cik’ part, how do he knows im still cik? )

So met him.. He drove at 1am fr Malacca to meet me.. We had late supper…talkin..laughin..hes doin his thing and im doin my thing.. and he made my mornin’..

What is Love-A-Holic really means? Refferin to the urban dictionary, it means “Someone who loves to love. A constant urge to love or to be loved”.

So, it suits me very well..Owh no..its not permanently feeling of luv. Temporary luv feeling with art of seduction.

Its really bullshit, luv without a look. Im fall in luv with someone who does has a gud lookin face , sexy attitude and same par as me..  So, luv always with a condition and thats my condition. Even it juz a temporary luv..(cud i say, that way?? hmm… well its involve atrraction and chemistry.

I luv Eric.. I always do.. perfect in every single way. Rich, Handsome (Irish, Malay , Arab..wutdaya expect) and Successfull.. He is so smart, talking to him make me always realize to make myself even better. Hes great supporter after all. Really a hot hunk!!

BUT..

I also like Rza.. he’s special in his own way. Spent time wit him  makes me happy. I cud feel my cheeks turn reddish.. A beautiful feelin that we shared.. He’s kissable!! Rza really workin hard to achieve his dream even against his family. Go Rza Go.. Rza eyes can kill any gals who look at him. Mysterious eyes, full of pain, bad boy kinda look. Hes handsome too. Chinese , Malay Blood.. He looks life filipino  male artist rather than Malaysian guy. He is polite juz like an englishman will do..

And Here..

Mark came in my life.. Maybe we shared the same past, so its easy for me to talk to him, to share anythin..and I could feel the sincerity of him. He makes me laugh, he reminds me the old me.. Strugglin and survivin a lot. Hes a fighter after all. The biggest fear is himself. So, i cant leave him.. Hes hot too, this Sarawakian Chinese guy can make any gals heart’s beat faster.. hehe..

This is how it goes..

My day, will not complete without hear Eric’s voice, since he’s far away.. Im counting my weekends, waiting for Rza to comin back, spent time together that we always do (Cant wait to meet him this weekend, hopefully everything as planned) .. And Mark always here anytime i need him… he juz smsed me.. Gonna meet him tonite..

Im bloggin from the spa.. Usually, i took the body massage,but this time i took the full package with foot spa. This is the first time i do the foot massage. First five minutes, its painfull but after that it juz feelin good.

I did some shoppin before spa..i bought new sexy black n white stilletto. I aim for it since last month but during dat time, i was kinda rushing to go to somewhere , so i didnt try em’ previously. Its fit me so damn well, and look so beautiful.

Someone invite me for a dinner tonite . I like the dinner set at One World hotel, near OU..so am thinking to have a great dinner there..

Lemme enjoying my spa first..